December 2009
66 posts
“Love is or it ain’t. Thin love ain’t love at all.”
– Toni Morrison
“I may dissect each little thing and put myself out there so much but at least...”
– Gigi, from He’s Just Not That Into You
why do
the wrongest people like me?
but the only person i want doesnt?
let's see.
so, you don’t care.
meaning you don’t care about yourself?
and if you don’t care about yourself then who the fuck do you care about?
because really? in the end, all it comes down to is
you and yourself.
so i’d suggest you give a shit.
maybe it's because
i love painting perfect pictures in my head
and even when i’ve repeatedly done things that tell me
that these perfect situations will never happen
i still create them.
i don’t think that it’s the problem of “too hard” to accept,
but rather, that i don’t want to accept it.
and maybe it’s not even that i don’t want to accept it
but that my mind...
growing up
it’s finally just fuck chasing after those certain people
and just fuck implying that you still want them to be your friend
and fuck trying to hang out with them any chance possible,
it’s finally just being with your true friends.
it’s finally only the people who matter.
having doubts
about this winter break being good.
you know what i think?
i think that you and your friend need to shut the fuck up.
and stop being so damn fucking weird.
people do what they want.
and you can’t judge them.
kthnxbye.
this isn’t actually happening, right?
12-25-09
horrible morning….
but things are looking up.
merry christmas everyone!
i hope you all get what you’ve wished for.
“A guy and girl can be just friends but at one point or another, they will fall...”
– Dave Matthews (via clairebearhugs)
@
mommy’s annual christmas eve party
with jess ray and kev.
present opening w/ friendables laterrrr. =]
man…christmas is going to just go by
and it’ll be another fucking year.
“do unto others as you would have them do unto you.”
– Jesus Christ
when I
tell you guys, you judge me.
and honestly, even if I didn’t tell you, you’d still judge me.
so fuck that.
you guys must be insane to still be calling yourselves my friends.
dec. 21st, 2009
HAPPY BIRTHDAY JESS!! (MY SIS)
the bitch said happy birthday to her.
i hope he dies.
<3
dear world,
FUCK BOYS.
FUCK THEM.
love,
tiffy (:
GREAT
day today!!!
hahahahaha.
I finally
got my nose ring!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
writing a
dramatic monologue
for lady gaga?
hahaha should be fun.
macaulay
i can’t believe i finished that in only 3 and a half hours?
crazy shit.
now i just need to wait to hear backkkk.
holidaysss
gift wrapping
and card writing.
getting in the spirit! (:
up
studying for philosophy! =(
“You know that feeling? That feeling when you just want the right thing to fall...”
– Nick & Norah’s Infinite Playlist (via quotewhore)
exciting sunday!
i’m 85% getting my nose ring today! (:
and buying these gorgeous black studded knee cap boots
yayyyyy
this month might not be as bad. but we’ll see.
don’t “babygirl” me, motherfucker.
one word:
drained.
this
crying needs to stop.
when the fuck was i so sensitive to things?
obviously
you don’t know what being a friend means.
“Tell me what it is
Tell me what you need to hear
I’ll find a way to mean...”
– Todd Kuffner
flushing bound
got onto an EMPTY Q44.
a fucking miracle, kris knows.
heart-o-gram
dedicated to eveyone who has lost someone
The day you left I hugged you so hard
that I could feel your shoulder blades
cutting into my fingers.
They began to bleed
while tears trembled down my face
and I laid my peach-shaped chin
onto the curve between
your collar bone and neck—
where it fit perfectly.
The day you left
my heart sunk in
like an anchor thrown down
by a panicking captain;
it sunk so...
my unfinished wishlist
starred* items are the more wanted items
Urban Outfitters:
1. Clear bubble umbrella $18.00
American Apparel:
2. The Sash (in black) $16.00
Sephora:
3. Sephora Brand Glitter Lashes $5.00
*4. Urban Decay Eyeshadow Primer Potion (in Original) $17.00
Gift Cards:
*5. Jambacard $——
Forever 21:
6. Luxuriant Bracelet Set $6.80
*7. Pretty Rocker Bracelet Set $5.80
8. Watch Ring...
fuck
wtf?
how many bad things can happen at once?
jesus.
t: yeah, but i've always wanted that senior year bf, yknow?
T: mhm. doesn't it hurt? like when you see two people together and they're really happy?
t: yeah.
